January 2012
theoneandonlytristan replied to your post: Maya! Sweetie! How have you been? Still buried in your books as usual, or are you actually living for once? :)
Good to hear. I hate seeing you cooped up all alone with some lame homework. But glad to see you’re actually having fun! So how are you? Anything exciting in your life that I need to know about?
Nothing too exciting ;) I might tell you later...
theoneandonlytristan asked: Maya! Sweetie! How have you been? Still buried in your books as usual, or are you actually living for once? :)
thenameiswesley asked: I think you could say he's the Lex Luthor to my Clark Kent... I'd like to hang out with you though, maybe we could watch the stars sometime?
thenameiswesley asked: I apologize if I offended you, I'm sure Liam's a... lovely person.
c-h-a-o-s:
Iron & Wine - Fever Dream
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JOURNAL ENTRY
I can’t get his blue eyes out of my mind, nor can I get the way those blue eyes used to look at me. I feel like I’m trapped. I’ve been swallowed by my heart and no matter what I tell myself, no matter how hard I try to convince myself differently, I’m still not over him. I’m not over the way he used to hold my hand, or play his guitar, or take me places I’ve never been. I’m not over memories I’ve...
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I shouldn’t keep thinking about you, but I still do.
It is only 10:15pm,
innovative-clare:
This night is just dragging on….
My feelings exactly..
@Maya
Sadie: Hi. I guess that you're an expert on these things. How do I contain my anger towards Liam? Any ideas????
Maya: Honestly? Give some space. The anger will die down. What'd he do?
Sadie: Space is a given. I haven't talked to him all day yet, except for him postponing our date. Idk, Julian told me that they sold drugs together and they got beaten up, but Liam kind of lied to me and I kind of understand why he'd lie but I don't like liars. It just irks me that he's never really honest with me.
Maya: Liam keeps to himself a lot. I've been his best friend ever since the year began and I still don't really know anything super personal about him. He tends to try to hide me away from it. He really cares about you, you know. Even if he's doing that. It's just how he is.
Sadie: I know that you're probably right, I'm just forever annoyed. I don't want him to feel like I would judge him or anything, I kind of think that he expects me to. SIGH. Relationships are really sucky sometimes.
Maya: Relationships can be messy and confusing. I guess if the good outweighs the bad it doesn't matter. Give Liam some time, yea? He might talk.... just on his own time.
@Maya
Sadie: Hi. I guess that you're an expert on these things. How do I contain my anger towards Liam? Any ideas????
Maya: Honestly? Give some space. The anger will die down. What'd he do?
Sadie: Space is a given. I haven't talked to him all day yet, except for him postponing our date. Idk, Julian told me that they sold drugs together and they got beaten up, but Liam kind of lied to me and I kind of understand why he'd lie but I don't like liars. It just irks me that he's never really honest with me.
Maya: Liam keeps to himself a lot. I've been his best friend ever since the year began and I still don't really know anything super personal about him. He tends to try to hide me away from it. He really cares about you, you know. Even if he's doing that. It's just how he is.
@Maya
Sadie: Hi. I guess that you're an expert on these things. How do I contain my anger towards Liam? Any ideas????
Maya: Honestly? Give some space. The anger will die down. What'd he do?
IS ANYONE ALIVE?
sadieisalady:
I have a feeling that everything died and that makes me sad.
thatkid-kc asked: Okay babe.
thatkid-kc asked: Don’t mock me -__-
thatkid-kc asked: Cry, baby, crrrrry
thatkid-kc asked: My father will hear about this.
thatkid-kc asked: No. I'll be in my castle. Bye.
thatkid-kc asked: Breaking my heart. )',:
thatkid-kc asked: Stop.
thatkid-kc asked: Oh ok.
thatkid-kc asked: Oh I see how it is. I'm not on your blog.
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I’m better than that. I’m better than that. I’m better than that.
But I’m not.
@Katie
Katie: Whatever, Maya. I have enough on my plate. If you don't want me looking out for you, I don't have to.
Maya: You're kind of doing an awful job when you were defending her reasoning. Just know I've always been there for you. Guess I don't need the same in return.
Katie: Oh, come off your high horse. I try to be there for you all the time. It's not my fault you're too afraid to let anyone in. What am I supposed to do? I can't wait outside your door and just hope you'll come out for the rest of my life.
Maya: Like I did with you? Wait outside your freaking door. I did it all summer and I did it days after school and then I'd sit in your room with you. Don't act like I didn't do anything for you and don't you dare throw things in MY face. I'm surprised you'd even notice at all what's going on with me. You're too wrapped up in you. And you're too wrapped up in this little fantasy that Marisol is still that stupid girl you used to know. She's not and I'm not going to sit here and listen to you say "oh she's just being mare". Screw that. Don't come crying to me when Marisol goes farther than her stunt at lunch. I'm not waiting outside your door anymore.
@Katie
Katie: What are you talking about?
Maya: ... Do I really have to repeat myself? Whatever, Katie. Stick up for Marisol. Have fun with your best friend.
Katie: Funny that I actually just messaged her, defending you. Have fun with KC.
Maya: Don't even go there.
Katie: Don't make me have to beat him up for you.
Maya: Why does it matter? I kissed Zig all the time and you never said anything about that.
Katie: Whatever, Maya. I have enough on my plate. If you don't want me looking out for you, I don't have to.
Maya: You're kind of doing an awful job when you were defending her reasoning. Just know I've always been there for you. Guess I don't need the same in return.
@Maya
KC: Are you okay?
Maya: It's kind of hard to ignore the dash...Marisol..
KC: Ignore her. She's only starting drama. She wants you to get upset.
Maya: It worked.
KC: C'mon you're better than that.
Maya: No one cares that you kissed me. People care that I kissed you. Everyone was talking about it and calling me names and now I have to listen to Marisol? I don't know. It's a lot to take in one day, I guess. Whatever.
KC: You're not those names though. You can't let them get to you. Don't listen to her she's just stupid. ):
Maya: Why do you live far away? I just need a hug or something. Today sucked. Completely.
KC: I'll walk to your house if that's what you want?
Maya: Tori offered to come over. Thank you, though. Rain check on the hug?
@Katie
Katie: What are you talking about?
Maya: ... Do I really have to repeat myself? Whatever, Katie. Stick up for Marisol. Have fun with your best friend.
Katie: Funny that I actually just messaged her, defending you. Have fun with KC.
Maya: Don't even go there.
Katie: Don't make me have to beat him up for you.
Maya: Why does it matter? I kissed Zig all the time and you never said anything about that.
Text to Maya
Tori: Wow. Katie would be the last person I'd expect to be best friends with her. I could try cheering you up? What are you doing at this very moment?
Maya: Just texting Katie and KC. Other than that? Nothing. (Or plotting against Marisol)
Tori: Well I'm on my way to your house right now with a stack of chick flicks and a huge pack of Twizzlers for you. We can plot against Marisol together.
Maya: You're absolutely wonderful.
