March 2012
@Zig
Maya: Hey...I rather not be one of those people who do this sort of thing over text, but I just can't face you. I don't expect you to reply, you probably don't even care, but I just can't do this anymore. I don't understand your logic and how it was just rehearsing for the play at the party. I just don't. I'm not going to be one of those girls who lets this happen to them and stay. Maybe it was better off when we broke up in December.
Zig: Haha, right? I was better off in a coma, I was better off not knowing who I was, I was better off swimming around in my weightless head. Know what? I was better off dead. Because no matter how much I try, I inevitably manage to fuck things up. Well for one, because i'm an idiot. And two, because I am honestly not equipped to be a normal human being. Yeah rehearsing at the play was weird, isn't pretty much I do the same? I'm a fucking iconoclast. I know how you hate when I use language, I apologize. I had never intended to kiss her, but it happened. I didn't like it, she didn't like it, and you know that. Tori is nice, but you. I only have eyes for you, and if I didn't I wouldn't be doing this. I love you, I really, really do. But sadly this is your choice, not mine. So break up with me, don't reply to this text, delete my number, keep doing that thing with your arm [Did you really think I bought that shower crap?] and erase me from your life. Because honestly, i'd do it too if I could. Now i'll end my tangent with this- please, by all means, be happy. If you don't want to see me again, I would understand, but please just be happy again.
Maya: You know I didn't mean it that way. You aren't better off dead. The only idiotic thing about you is when you kissed someone else- especially it being your ex. I'm not..I'm not in a good place right now and I don't know, it made me feel really shitty and I don't want to feel that way from you. I love you. And yea, I hate myself and I take it out on myself. Sorry, I didn't feel like parading it around. I gave everything to you because I love you. I don't recall kissing someone else a way to show the same feelings.
February 2012
@Zig
Maya: Hey...I rather not be one of those people who do this sort of thing over text, but I just can't face you. I don't expect you to reply, you probably don't even care, but I just can't do this anymore. I don't understand your logic and how it was just rehearsing for the play at the party. I just don't. I'm not going to be one of those girls who lets this happen to them and stay. Maybe it was better off when we broke up in December.
@Wes
Maya: Save a seat for me and Liam tomorrow? We have to print out the lab from yesterday so we may be running a tiny bit late!
Wesley: Someone's procrastinating!! I'll save you and... Liam a seat, of course! How... how are you tonight, Maya?
Maya: Indifferent? I don't know. I'm trying to pick up my life a little and try and be happier. I'll keep you updated? xD How are you?
@Wes
Maya: Save a seat for me and Liam tomorrow? We have to print out the lab from today so we may be running a tiny bit late!
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You Were What I Wanted, I Gave What I Gave
Maya felt herself sinking even further down than she was before. She was being tugged, almost begged to break as an anchor rested around her neck. Wings. A pair of them pressed against her bare, porcelain neck, heavy and burning. Throughout her classes she fumbled with the little charms, toyed by an idea to throw them away. She was angry, ad not only that, but sad, too. The necklace felt foreign...
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Debating whether or not to delete messages I have saved. Decisions, decisions.
@Liam
Liam: Of course. Let's make something super posh like beignets. Or quiche. Or tiramisu.
Maya: Getting classy now, are we? I'm thinking tiramisu.
Liam: Coffee plus weed may or may not be a bad idea. LET'S TRY IT.
Maya: Just another day in the life of rebellious TO kids
Liam: ...But we have to do our physics homework.
Maya: That's a setback, for sure. I'm not going to be in school tomorrow, and I'm sure you won't pay attention. We can get notes from Wes? Maybe the homework?
Liam: That's a capital idea. I'll miss you :( :( :( :( :( How am I going to stay awake in lab?
Maya: Think of all the fun that'll take place later? :)
@Liam
Liam: Of course. Let's make something super posh like beignets. Or quiche. Or tiramisu.
Maya: Getting classy now, are we? I'm thinking tiramisu.
Liam: Coffee plus weed may or may not be a bad idea. LET'S TRY IT.
Maya: Just another day in the life of rebellious TO kids
Liam: ...But we have to do our physics homework.
Maya: That's a setback, for sure. I'm not going to be in school tomorrow, and I'm sure you won't pay attention. We can get notes from Wes? Maybe the homework?
@Liam
Liam: Of course. Let's make something super posh like beignets. Or quiche. Or tiramisu.
Maya: Getting classy now, are we? I'm thinking tiramisu.
Liam: Coffee plus weed may or may not be a bad idea. LET'S TRY IT.
Maya: Just another day in the life of rebellious TO kids
@Liam
Liam: Of course. Let's make something super posh like beignets. Or quiche. Or tiramisu.
Maya: Getting classy now, are we? I'm thinking tiramisu.
@Liam
Maya: Would it be too much to ask of you to be in your company tomorrow night? Or Tuesday? I just need some best friend time.
Liam: Whenever you need. Both, if anything. Just let me know.
Maya: Okay, good. That's good. I just want a hug. That's it, really. Maybe some mindless TV. I just don't want to think about some things.
Liam: I'm going to hug you so hard that all you'll have to start wearing a full-body cast. No thinking is allowed. We can get smacked off our heads if you want.
Maya: That might be just what I need. Can we bake again?? :)
@Liam
Maya: Would it be too much to ask of you to be in your company tomorrow night? Or Tuesday? I just need some best friend time.
Liam: Whenever you need. Both, if anything. Just let me know.
Maya: Okay, good. That's good. I just want a hug. That's it, really. Maybe some mindless TV. I just don't want to think about some things.
@Liam
Maya: Would it be too much to ask of you to be in your company tomorrow night? Or Tuesday? I just need some best friend time.
@Katie
Katie: I know you just want to get away, but I'm worried about you. What are you going to do all night?
Maya: I'll figure everything out. I'll see you tomorrow, I promise.
Katie: Be safe, please. I love you. Lots of people love you, in fact. Come back soon.
Maya: Tomorrow. I love you too. I'll see you tomorrow.
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@Katie
Katie: I know you just want to get away, but I'm worried about you. What are you going to do all night?
Maya: I'll figure everything out. I'll see you tomorrow, I promise.
@Katie
Maya: I'm sorry. I'm not home, but I sort of want to be now. I'll come home sometime tomorrow.. just.. cover for me?
Katie: Where are you? I saw what happened on the dash. I'll cover but where did you go?
Maya: I just wanted to go someplace new where no one knew me. Step away from problems and act like I didn't have any. Yea. The dash. I left Toronto feeling alone but here is pretty lonely, too.
Katie: You can't just up and leave like that. Munchkin, I know you're hurting but you're 14 and...wow. I'm going to hurt Zig, eh?
Maya: I just like going places. Don't bother with Zig. I don't even want to hear his name.
@Katie
Maya: I'm sorry. I'm not home, but I sort of want to be now. I'll come home sometime tomorrow.. just.. cover for me?
Katie: Where are you? I saw what happened on the dash. I'll cover but where did you go?
Maya: I just wanted to go someplace new where no one knew me. Step away from problems and act like I didn't have any. Yea. The dash. I left Toronto feeling alone but here is pretty lonely, too.
@Katie
Maya: I'm sorry. I'm not home, but I sort of want to be now. I'll come home sometime tomorrow.. just.. cover for me?
Text to Maya
Tori: Okay, Zig suggested that we rehearse for the play and I agreed. That's it. Reese is an ass, please don't listen to him. I know how it feels to for someone to cheat on you, and you have to believe me, I would NEVER EVER do that to you. Feel free to punch me if you want? I don't know, I guess Reese already gave me what I deserved. I don't wanna lose you as a friend for something so stupid. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sososooso sorry.
Maya: Zig suggested it? That's all I need to know.
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Thank goodness I took a trip out of Toronto. I don’t want to be anywhere near you.
@Maya
Zig: Whatever that idiot tells you, it was nothing. Tori and I were just rehearsing and her got the wrong idea, I swear.
Maya: Rehearsing at the party? I thought rehearsal started tomorrow? Don't talk to me, Zig.
zigsimagination-deactivated2012 asked: Sounds like a plan, Matlin.
zigsimagination-deactivated2012 asked: Just remember you have to let the ball go. I don't need you flying away and getting hurt ;)
zigsimagination-deactivated2012 asked: Sure it is, but I like you more. A lot more.
zigsimagination-deactivated2012 asked: for you? never. i already know most of the script since i'm co-writer. regardless, nothing is too important to miss out on you. :)
zigsimagination-deactivated2012 asked: ah, I see. I hope you find what you're looking for, yeah?
zigsimagination-deactivated2012 asked: that sounds fine. yeah, and what's up? are you sick? i'm at the video store, i could pick up Romeo + Juliet and chocolates if needed [:
zigsimagination-deactivated2012 asked: hiya, lady. when did you want to conduct our bowling adventure? (:
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Looking up costs and destinations for the train. I just need to get out of Toronto. Even if it’s just for the day.
Or two.
