I think you just have to keep going. You're better than dwelling on the past. You're pushing towards the future and if that doesn't involve Zig, so be it. He was a chapter in your life that's always going to be there, but if he doesn't want to associate with you, he's not worth the effort and the heartache. You've got a good support system, including new friends, and that's what you should be focusing on at the moment.
You're probably right. If he doesn't want me in his life, why should I want him in mine? Guess I wasn't ready to completely let go of him, or 'us', but...I need to. A new page is turning. I'm going to be happy, Katie. I really am.
You're better than the hurt that goes along with it. You deserve to be happy, munchkin. I promise you will be, and you know I'm here if you ever need anything.
Thanks, Katie. I'm exhausted so I'm gonna sleep<3
Also, don't tell Adam I said anything to you concerning him. Even the part that we hungout. Okay. Night.